VACATION!

Okay so its just a little mini vacation to Fargo.. thats in North Dakota for all of you geographically challenged people

So all we are doing is picking up my brothers girlfriend and shopping.  Tonight my mom and i are staying in a hotel.. its pretty nice but the window didn’t have a screen on it, and the bugs came in and are now eating me alive.. its not pleasant at all.  Tomorrow we are going out to eat with a few of my old classmates.. one of which i haven’t seen since.. FIFTH GRADE!!! its gonna be wild! 

Oh so heres some pictures of our dessert tonight.. and.. stuff.

 

I happened to think that strawberry looked like a heart.. but now that i think about it.. it doesn\

 

So yeah, nothin else has been really going on lately, alot of drama but i think it will all be okay..

But i have a question,
How would a person go about telling family something that you know they dont agree with and dont accept?

Adios amigos

Love always and forever,
    –Becca

Everything isn’t as it seems…

You guys may see me in my videos as a “happy go lucky” person with no worries or pain in her life.  But I am actually quite the opposite.  I live day to day not knowing who I am, or who I am going to be.  I live in a world where I can’t get out of this rut that I have been in for so many years.  Somehow I don’t believe I will ever be the person I want to be.  I will ALWAYS be who they want me to be, who they think I am, who everybody else expects me to be. 

It’s not that I’m complaining about my life.  I just would LOVE to be one of those people that are happy with who they are, who they will be.  I want to be somebody who doesn’t care what other people say about her.  I want to be okay, because right now, I’m not. 

The other night, it took everything in my power to not hurt myself.  And I really mean everything.  Which brings me to the point that I am a recovering self injurer.  Please keep the comments to yourself on that one.  And I am also trying to recover from a very bad illness that I wish upon nobody.  I have, so far, recovered from both major eating disorders, Anorexia and Bulimia. 

Sometimes what you see on the surface is not what it seems…I have two sides… theres n3rdynugg3ts – confident, happy, outgoing.  and then there’s becca – none of the above apply to her. 

That is all for now, maybe more later.

Love always and forever
      Becca.

WIRELESS

YEs.. its true.. WE FINALLY GOT WIRELESS TODAY

party time.. i think so!!!!

YEAH

lame.

Its okay that no one comments.. Maybe that just means no body is reading.
Sad day.

Vacaaaaaaation.

This is.. Vacation.

It’s not all that fantastic.. i mean.. really.. we just went to minnesota.. and are going to Fargo today.. So i’m just sitting here … waiting for my grandma to be ready to go, i mean really.. i’m not ready to go either.. i still hvae to do my hair and makeup.. and pack all my stuffff.. but.. yeah i’m ready to get goin…. I’m tired.. yep.. and my neck is really painful.. but. i dont really want to go.. home home.. but i guess grandma wants to.. so i’ll be back to crappy dialup again tonight probably.. LAMEEEEEEEEEE-ooo.  

So i better get goin to packin up my stufff.. So.. I will talk to you all lattttaaa!!!!

Love always and forever,
     Becca.

My first post didn’t post?

So I had already typed a really really really really really…..etc. long post and WordPress decided it didn’t actually want to post it!  Blagh!  But that is probably okay, things have happened since I wrote anyway, things that you will probably enjoy hearing about.. some that you probably won’t

I posted a new video on YouTube about my adventures of seeing Barack Obama and Hillary Clinton in person (www.youtube.com/n3rdyNugg3ts  – its called “Presidential Candidates in SD??!” ).  But just so you are aware, I know hardly anything about politics and I want to reassure the public that the video only indicates my opinion on the candidates and issues, and is no where near factual information.

In other news, this evening…while wearing sweatpants.. My phone fell out of my pocket….But you have to guess where it landed… IN THE TOILET. Yes.. My phone fell into the potty… and now it is laying drying..hopefully it works correctly the next time I go to turn it on.  I was so scared though… when I dropped it.. I was scared for its life.  But it should be okay…it better be, the phone is only a few weeks old.

I went shoe shopping with mi madre today, she needed new dress sandals because her ones she had broke.  And so I nicely went with her and got a nice new pair of dress sandals in return (will post a picture sometime soon).  We also went to Claires (accessory store) and got 10 items for 10 dollars. So we both got some nifty stuff (pictures of that also up sometime soon). 

I also had a job interview today!!! Hopefully all that will work out for me too as I am short 2,500 dollars for school next semester.  I believe the interview went well, though.  I was very personable and approachable and answered every question in a professional way.  I think I’m a likeable person!!!

I also told Stevie, just 2 seconds ago, that I’m too nice.  Is there such a thing as TOO nice??  If there is, I am the perfect example of it.  I would just once, like to say exactly what is on my mind, and not have to sugar coat it for anybody (and I mean ANYBODY).  That and I want to rebel.  I want to get a tattoo and I want my lip pierced, but I am too caught up in what my parents think, they say “No” and I listen…I always will.  Why??  Because I am afraid of them.  Yeah, afraid of my own parents.  But I think that has a lot to do with my past (will go into more detail .. possibly sometime in the future). 

However, this is getting to be a really long rant so I better cut it off now, otherwise I won’t have anything to write about next time . 

So good night, sleep tight, and don’t let the bed bugs bite!!

Love always and forever,
   — Becca

wait… what??

Hold up … wait a minute … Didn’t i already start typing a blog 4 days ago in microsoft word..to post in here??!  Yeah i did do that, but i am not using it.. Why? because its stupid. Right this moment i am sitting in the library using the internet, because we do not have wireless yet, but we will have it by tomorrow!! HURRAY ME! So that means, you will probably get a blog a week, if not 2 or 3 a week. Yeah i’m a little obsessed but you can’t do a thing about it.  So yeah….. check out everything else that i have for social sites… YouTube – www.youtube.com/n3rdyNugg3ts   Stickam – www.stickam.com/urhardcore   Twitter – www.twitter.com/n3rdyNugg3ts   Myspace – www.myspace.com/beccerz2007  and.. i think thats it OH NO iminlikewithyou.  – n3rdyNugg3ts .   Watch out for some awesome stickamness when i get wireless internet.. HECK YEAH. lol. I have a webcam that i bought to so .. yall will be able to see this awesomeness

 

haha.. just kidding, its not THAT great.  Well i better get goin.. i’m supposed to be job hunting today, and I’m not…. lol.. So i will holla at ya’ll lata. PEACE

<3 always,
       Becca

 

Oh happy day!

Woah, when i started typing the title, my memory went straight to the movie Sister Act 2.  Anyone remember that movie?? I love it so much, Sister Act totally rocks my socks completely off.  But what i am about to say has absolutly nothing to do with Sister Act in any way shape or form.  I… Have bought… A new laptop.  HALLELUJAH!! It is about damn time.  It’s a gateway… And i realize i told some of you that i was hoping to get a Mac but, i just couldn’t afford it.  Sorry to let everybody down.  But it has a 3GB memory or whatever and 360 MB hard drive .. or somethin.. I dont remmeber what it was, nor do i really know what it means, but my brother said it would be a pretty good computer.. And it is quite a speedy little thing at that.  I also got a new phone.  My contract with Alltel was up and so was my moms and there was a special on the Samsung Hue where it was buy one get one free.  So we took up that little offer dealio thingy and got me and my mom a Hue.  Its a cute little phone, but the t9 texting thing sucks, so i’m going to have to learn how to text the normal way.  But its all good, it shoots video, pictures, it has an mp3 player.. But no sound recorder so i can’t make my own ringtones.  I”ll have to wait to get some money to pay my mom back for one if i wanna buy it.  But regardless, i think it will be a better phone than the last one.  The last one pretty much…for lack of a better word… Sucked .  lol.  But anyway, yesterday was a great day.. i got a new computer and a phone all in the same day!!! Yay! But now all we have to do is get the wireless internet set up at home and i will be golden!!! (we were supposed to get it today, but the truck for the company broke down and has to be serviced so we have to reschedule.. hopefully for sometime this week, but probably not until next week).  I am still in the process of finding a job, which shouldn’t take too long, i hope!!! I am turning in the application for the place i have worked at for the past 2 years.  And i think i might pick up an application for the Human Services Agency here in town too, because they pay a WHOLE lot more than a puny little gas station will. lol.  But i love the job at the gas station, it is amazing.  But anyway, I think i will cut this short, i keep getting interrupted with texts from Twitter.. (follow me.. twitter.com/n3rdyNugg3ts) .. and it keeps killing my train of thought, (not to mention i just said BRB to Stevie, and i still can’t remember what i was going to type in here while i was typing to stevie……if that makes any sense whatsoever).  Lol.. well anyway, i think i should head out of the library, i have been here for hours.. and i am getting quite hungry because its 1:06 pm, and i still haven’t ate dinner yet.  OH OH OHOH i get to go to Applebees tonight!!!! Yay im excited.. Anyhoo, i will bid you adieu (it rhymed so i had to do it).

PEACE OUT, YO! (okay i wont do that ever again)

Love always and forever,
–Becca.

Numero Uno.

So to start things off, I thought I would introduce myself.  I am Becca, some of you may know me as n3rdyNugg3ts on YouTube.  I reside in South Dakota, although that is NOT by choice.  I am 19 years old and I just finished my freshman year of college (which, by the way, feels amazing). 

I was going to blog a whole lot earlier tonight, not 12:43 am.  However, I got this terribly sharp pain in my lower right side, which still has not subsided.  What do I do in these such blogs? Type about my terrible life?  Well really, it’s not as bad as I used to believe it was.  I have been through alot of hardships but I think I turned out okay in the end. 

Right now, I am eating Funyons.  In case you have absolutly no idea what I am talking about, they are onion ring shaped chips that, coincidently, taste like onion rings, kinda.  They make the breath taste magnificent. 

I am stressing about the fact that we still have dialup internet here at home and won’t be getting wireless until later this week.  I can’t stickam or YouTube.  It’s really hard to even get on Facebook and MSN.  But hopefully this will post, which I am gussing it will.  I am in the process of looking for a new laptop.  If you have any suggestions about what kind I should purchase, you should let me know, because I am totally lost on what I should buy. 

I am so super glad I have unlimited texting on my cell plan.  I have twitter updates set to my phone and I get pretty close to 50 or so texts within the course of the day.  It keeps me busy during the day, but I am forced to shut them off at night, otherwise I would NEVER get any sleep at all. 

I am also in the process of finding a job.  I am $2,500 short for my next semester tuition, so I need to hurry up and find a job so I can start saving a little bit of money to help out my parents.  I have worked at the same little gas station for the past 2 summers, so I grabbed another application from there, and I am going to demand a little higher pay than I have been getting. 

In addition to doing all of this, I am teaching myself how to play guitar.  I already sing and play piano, but most musicians know how to play guitar.  The process is going by quite slow, and I feel like I want to give up, but I know if I do that I won’t ever get anywhere…and that’s not cool with me. 

However, It is getting quite late and I have to get up early in the morning to make it to church.  So I think I will call it quits for the night and bid you Adieu (I speak spanish usually, but I thought I would throw a little something else in for variety).

So goodnight my fellow bloggers, and sweet dreams.

Love always and forever,
     -Becca